11. Forever's Not a Promise
Forever's Not a Promise.
Jaejoong/Junsu. PG. Angst.
I don't love you anymore, not like this
It's hard, Junsu admits. Who knew 'forever' ended a few days ago. Always singing, protecting, caring, and loving, that was him - Jaejoong.
Junsu makes the most subtle pivot on his heels and turns slightly towards Jaejoong. Their duet fills the concert hall. Their voices matching, as it always had. The simple melody and notes locking together. Something they couldn't be anymore.
Hehe, I like you too
It was mutual. He understood. What part of "I don't love you anymore, not like this," didn't he understand. Maybe it was the "didn't love". But it's over now.
---
Jaejoong wanted to be there for him, always, he really had. Just, not as lovers. Something tugged at his heart. He hated seeing his co worker, room mate - his best friend - fall like this. He never wanted to hurt him but wasn't lying just as painful?
---
Junsu slid the matching couple rings he had bought a few days earlier and hid it behind his back. Jaejoong took a step towards Junsu and Junsu backed away. He slipped the rings into his back pocket.
Love you forever, babe.
And now, he heads to work. Junsu faces his fans, his audience, his ultimate judges and smiles. It hurts that he has to lie but it was his only umbrella in the storm. He laughs, makes jokes, and plays around - fan service. Hah.
"We'll promise to be the hardworking tvxq. We will work harder!" He promises and seals it with a deep bow. Please forgive me, he prays as the crowd cheers from a great performance. Another day, another lie.
I'm going to be okay.
He lays his head along the same pillow as his ex lover. He faces away from the sleeping face and holds back a choked tear. His smile and happiness stays behind, left lonesome on the stage, and heading to their next show. He must have lost it a while ago. But it's okay, forever has an ending too.
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Jaejoong/Junsu. PG. Angst.
I don't love you anymore, not like this
It's hard, Junsu admits. Who knew 'forever' ended a few days ago. Always singing, protecting, caring, and loving, that was him - Jaejoong.
Junsu makes the most subtle pivot on his heels and turns slightly towards Jaejoong. Their duet fills the concert hall. Their voices matching, as it always had. The simple melody and notes locking together. Something they couldn't be anymore.
Hehe, I like you too
It was mutual. He understood. What part of "I don't love you anymore, not like this," didn't he understand. Maybe it was the "didn't love". But it's over now.
---
Jaejoong wanted to be there for him, always, he really had. Just, not as lovers. Something tugged at his heart. He hated seeing his co worker, room mate - his best friend - fall like this. He never wanted to hurt him but wasn't lying just as painful?
---
Junsu slid the matching couple rings he had bought a few days earlier and hid it behind his back. Jaejoong took a step towards Junsu and Junsu backed away. He slipped the rings into his back pocket.
Love you forever, babe.
And now, he heads to work. Junsu faces his fans, his audience, his ultimate judges and smiles. It hurts that he has to lie but it was his only umbrella in the storm. He laughs, makes jokes, and plays around - fan service. Hah.
"We'll promise to be the hardworking tvxq. We will work harder!" He promises and seals it with a deep bow. Please forgive me, he prays as the crowd cheers from a great performance. Another day, another lie.
I'm going to be okay.
He lays his head along the same pillow as his ex lover. He faces away from the sleeping face and holds back a choked tear. His smile and happiness stays behind, left lonesome on the stage, and heading to their next show. He must have lost it a while ago. But it's okay, forever has an ending too.
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