so so tired...idk...lol..ill do this shit tomorrow..

love you baby...
love you jeannie...
love you bro...

love everyone else to...

so yeah..lifes still got its up and downs...im happy cause i got my baby but then im sad cause i feel like i lost my best friend...the only person i could talk to about anything and i dont know what i did...now i just bottle everything up and one day ill let it all out...(thats not gonna be a pretty site)hate to be whoevers around me when that ( Read more... )

i try so hard to make everyone happy and help everyone out but it doesnt seem like its never good enough...im sick of making sure everyone else is happy while im still miserable...fuck this...from now on its all about me and my happiness...

love you all...

so things r still really confusing..idk what to do or who to listen to...maybe i should do what i want and just say fuck everything else..idk...im lost...

peace

song that explains how i feel...

3 doors down---when im gone...

thats all im saying for now...

love you all...

i love you jeannie...i really need to talk to you...thats if you want to talk to me anymor... :( :(

so life fucking suxs...i dont know who to trust or believe anymor...i cant believe that everything was a lie from the beginning...how can someone do that to someone else...its just not right...what r u supposed to do when ur heart gets torn from ur chest???...idk...pick it up and run i guess...whats the point of sticking around and getting hurt all ( Read more... )

YEA...SO LIFES A BITCH...

hhahahahahahaha....no jail for me...told you they couldnt hold the pimp...lol....

guess you all will just have to deal with me for a lil while longer...suxs to be you...lol...

love you jeannie...i miss you...

love everyone else...

so today is my last day here...anyone and everyone should come see me...if u want to ( Read more... )

wow...its amazing how much a guy can cry when hes home by himself just thinkin about his life comming to a hault...this really suxs...i dont wanna go...theres so many people i love and care about now...i know when im gone things r gonna be so fucked up cause i wont be here to help everyone with their relationships and other shit...it really suxs ( Read more... )