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[cmyk]

Would anyone understand me if I admitted I'm just not "open" anymore.

I don't mean that in terms not being verbal, opinionated or inhibited sexually or anything like that...just sort "shut off". I am dancing the edge of cynicism mostly, begrudging myself for some of the time I've wasted in my past but also how I hate my own attitude nowAnyone

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[posttruth]

I think I know what you mean. I think I'm going through the opposite thing. I feel open for the first time in a long time.

What do you do? You just do new things, even if you don't want to. You do new things, meet new people, act positive and eventually you are just in the middle of something and you realize your attitude changed along the way.