damn it i gained weight but i dnt really care, im still tiny and happy to be. 2day went to a casting did pretty well hope i get it. went to this botique on the street the clothes there are beautiful and not that expensive either. i bout 2 dresses(havent bought one in years) and a shirt. now i jst need 2 choose which one im gonna wear for v-day. ( Read more... )

i wanna get away. i dnt wanna stay here. in fact i wanna be where the problem is. i hate crying and i havent for a while and here we go again. i dnt wanna stay here some1 please take me away. and im sick of every1 hating me. "and ill do anything to just feel better, any little thing to just feel better."

i wanna cry

i wanna cry

is there sat. class this week?

Today has been absoloute hell. It recently got a bit better. But earlier omg. i hate going to school running on 4 hours and 30 minuets of sleep. plus i was upset. in fact i started to cry in english while we were watching Julius Caesar and then in bio (the class right after that) i had to "step out for a second" so i gathered myself together. and ( Read more... )

one of my best friends and my botfriend arent very fond of each other. this is gonna cause problems........

ok so for english class we had to write an oratrion saying ggod-bye to somthing. it could be a poem w/e. anyways this is what u wrote ( Read more... )

i never really noticed this untill last night. But nobody ever really stares at you in the eyes, and i noticed this how? Because he stared into my eyes, and i was amazed at how wierd it was for me, id turn my head away or look at something else. i wonder what makes us so afraid to stare into peoples eyes? Is it because yes indeed they are "the ( Read more... )

i have just been pissed off by an oppossum this is a new accomplishment.