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Mar 19, 2007 23:41

i hate life lately. im such a depressed kid. like im not going to lie. i Cry EVERY day at least once. usualy more though. i dont even know. i can explain myself. i just miss so many people. and i hate growing up. tonight my mom told me that she doesnt like me and realy wishes i didnt live here. so pretty much im tryign to find a place to move. i ( Read more... )

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swallow_mysleep March 20 2007, 04:35:39 UTC
i read this still. :)

i've learned that even it might just be a good thing to admit when you have feelings to someone, no matter what. i think it's better to possibly lose a friend than live keeping feelings like that inside, watching him look for other girls or just live his life never knowing you cared for him everyday. that just hurts, keeping it pent up in your heart and mind. so... i don't know. what are you willing to lose? what are you willing to gain? in the end, it's your call. but i'd like to believe that i'm living my life from now on jumping at opportunities and taking risks. try it. :)

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cntthnkstraitof March 21 2007, 15:34:14 UTC
i guess your right. but im scared haha. i think he knows i have feeligns for him. because i do stupid littel hopeless things. but i dont think he realizes how strong they are...

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swallow_mysleep March 21 2007, 19:35:05 UTC
i was in the same situation a few weeks ago, and i admitted how i REALLY felt... and it was so awkward at first... but now we're so happy just seeing how we fit together.

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