Sorry guys, I know I haven’t updated quite as regularly as I usually do. There’s been a lot going on and very little of it has yet to be resolved. I know my posts haven’t been very cheery lately, but there has just been a little too much rain in my life these days. Thanks to everybody who commented on the last post. I have some amazing people in my ( Read more... )

I feel sick to my stomach right now. At 17, I left my house to go to college. Since then I have been home several times. And within a few hours of coming home, I’ve always wished I were gone again. Not because I didn’t want to be home, but because I loved so much all the newness I was experiencing. Last Saturday I came home. And the idea of going ( Read more... )

With all the thunderstorms in my own life these days, I forgot to tell you of a major rainbow in someone else’s!! Strangely enough, the people in my program and I are like family. We’ve been through a lot together. And really, I would say we end up spending much more then 40 hours a week together. So in the last year we have formed our own little ( Read more... )

You hope and wish and want for something for so long that you begin to believe that nothing can get in the way. But really, the beauty and tragicness of life is that nothing is ever certain ( Read more... )

Crazy am I slowly going 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8 ( Read more... )

36 hours left in the semester. 5 essay questions stand between me and the completion of my second semester of graduate school. Im very stressed and very tired ( Read more... )

The past couples days are a blur. The disk problem became worse as I began to realize what it meant to lose a whole semester’s worth of work. Today my Interpersonal paper was due. It currently holds the title for longest paper I have EVER written in my life and will hold that title till Thursday when my final health paper is due. There is a knot in ( Read more... )

Im not sure where to go with everything that running through my head. Ill never get it all out, but here is some of it. Just go with me here for a few… some of the topics that will be below will be really superficial, while others hold great weight. It’s all in my head swimming together.

The last two days have been fairly traumatic in a very loose ( Read more... )

So at 2:30am I'm still awake, playing on my computer when there is an incoming IM. It's is from senior year at Wesleyan boy (this boy had a different nickname at one time, but it can not be published as then he is identifiable to the general public ( Read more... )

So Im on a girl band kick. Grad School Katie made me a mixed CD a couple weeks ago and I really didn’t know any of the songs on it. Some of it is like DMB and Maroon 5 stuff, but I don’t really listen to them, but track 15 pulled me in. It was just this little pop song, but I loved it. It reminded me of my little sister Katie. She had gotten this ( Read more... )