nothings gonna change my world.

when i came home, i was wearing around a size 16 in pants. SOMETIMES i could squeeze myself into a 14.

guess what size i bought last night (and am wearing today)?

a fucking 12. ive lost almost 20 lbs. i cant fucking believe it.

:)

i think it is mutual. w00t. going to the movies tonight.

in other news, a few people have started noticing my weight loss:) it makes me feel AMAZING. ive lost a little more than 15 lbs since the beginning of june!! and it is only going to continue.

oh, and in case anyone cares, i loooooooooove the rihanna song called disturbia. its fucking

i lied. i freaking love my birthday. ahh it is fabulous thus far ( Read more... )

there is something stewing inside me though.

i know if I read It's Kind Of A Funny Story again it will probably burst. that book was such a catalyst my first time through therapy (well, only. there hasnt been a second. yet.) i feel like maybe it'll pull me out of this depression a second time ( Read more... )

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good things today:
i have a place to live in utah. it is on campus, it is an apartment.
i finished a mitten (well, i have like an inch of knitting left on the thumb ( Read more... )

a few good things happened today ( Read more... )