This quote reminded me of your situation...kmdejongeApril 25 2007, 13:42:49 UTC
"I opened myself to you only to be skinned alive. The more vulnerable I became, the faster and more deft your knife. Knowing what was happening, still I stayed and let you carve more. That's how much I loved you. That's how much." -- Rabih Alameddine, I, the Divine
i have experienced this before. i never thought i would, because i'm a realist when it comes to love. i don't like it, but i guess that's what happens when you've never been in a relationship. i know you don't want to hear this, but she's not the only amazing girl out there. i know i didn't want to hear it. you can ingore that comment...and maye later you'll agree. i don't know...maybe later you'll prove me wrong. i'm just speaking from experience. but i've felt this before, and then he disappeared from my life. it was better for him, and at the time is was better for me. i was too young to chase something especially since i'd hardly known him and had no idea of his feelings, but i did know how my heart would leap when he'd hug me. if i ever ran into him again...i don't know what would happen, but i did love him very much. i hope he is well and happy. when it happened my heart was shattered, but then i found peace...i wish the same for you friend.
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