i feel so high right now, but im not. i just feel good. today was the first cold day, clouds ready to burst, a sun trying to hide... it was way nice. and what a better way to top a bad ass day, but with bad ass things to do like ( Read more... )

i think of who the fuck knows, smiles, desperate attempts of deception... after the denial, the acceptence and the 1 year war between incest and blame. maybe i am not the blame, the fault. maybe i am the cause, the reason for the revolution needed to take place. so what, i fucked you up, me up, us up, who else? thanks for standing tall, confidence ( Read more... )

and then there was work. this fucking sucks... now im working on the weekend, how the hell am i suppose to find a new romance?

THIS CANT BE!

Sunday October 17, 2004... I feel like shit.

[skcus kcis gnieb]

one day im gonna grow wings a chemical reaction hysterical and useless
(you know where you are)

edit. it is now 11:14. it took me over and hour to make this post. and now you know how i work... written text is indeed an art to be perfected. and how ironic, i quote ones that are not mine.

last nite = good clean fun.

)!*#&$* tried to make me her boyfriend, she denies it, but psh...

zann = yowsers.

something in the process of being awesome, and i hope it happens. its gonna be way sweet. so if you know what im talking about, please... shh.

TEAM AMERICA:WORLD POLICE
4:30 Village Square, be there or be fucking box like thingy.

i<3u, and ill always keep my distance on the couch... in a very pg13 kind of way. but please, lets do lunch again sometime ( Read more... )

"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew..." And this is what it comes down too. Anyone, someone... please ( Read more... )

( <3<3<3 )

i hung out with lin today. went to lunch, shopped around, heard the same songs like always. looked at shoes, looked at lingerie together, held hands and pretented like we were married <3 ( Read more... )

my neck is killing me. i have 34 buddys online, and all i talk to is mike, its a beautiful thing. i like mike, kinda :) i wonder what i should be doing right now. i could read, write, play, think... i tried talking on the phone but that made me think the world was gonna end. so how bout mt st helen, awesome! kinda... jives just signed on. my sister ( Read more... )