i've been having a lot of great and very intense dreams lately, and i was going through my old journals and i noticed that the only thing i really wanted to change this year was how much painting i did. this is a great opportunity because i usually only like to paint my dreams anymore. this is just a little mental note to me. i'm going to start ( Read more... )

You Should Be A Poet
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ah great dream last night. i'll just write down the basics, because i've got to run to class. i was a captain of a ship. and, hahahaha, it was the belafont. it was different though, of course. i commandeered a crew of twelve. we were grappling a ship that was half sunk turning it clockwise until fish woman beserkers heard us and came to ( Read more... )

just drive just drive just keep on going, get behind the wheel and drive. Turn the radio off turn the whipers on, all you can hear. The sound of the wheels running over rain swept roads, the swish of the whipers the rain on the windsheild the soft hum of the engine, just drive just drive. Rain falls down on city streets a kaliadoscope of ( Read more... )

My pirate name is:

Dread Pirate Cash


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hah, i'm just selfish and vain enough to think you mean me in your little bits of spark throwing. who knows? you never told me anything, and you certainly never told me anything real. i pitched just about everything i could think of into your black hole of emotions.....nothing. it was like talking to a wall. oh yes, the wall was attentive, it ( Read more... )

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this week would have been excellent if it wasn't for all the horrible things that happened. it's weird, it's like this week is manic deppresive or something. it has equaled itself out to be just a bland week. the total fine for driving with expired plates(i was pulled over in site of the courthouse in which i was going to renew them) is 69 ( Read more... )

hmmm, i'm not surprised. i am surprised it hurt so bad. if i was the man i was two months ago i would say something. if i was who i was 6 months ago i would do something. now it will fade away and will be forgotten. my truth, my beauty, is how i saw it, not how it actually was. i have the uncanny ability to make the worst seem so much better ( Read more... )

man! my pear broke in my bag. i don't have enough time to leave campus to get any food. i almost bought cafeteria food. i would have if they hadn't been packing it all up. i have three and a half hours to do this project. meh ( Read more... )