when cornered into the mountain backdrop. when the cougar is rid up amongst high granite walls and impending doom it strikes. i suppose i see nothing but the impending doom. although many positive things lie in wait for me, i see nothing but bleakness and despair. this is not what i wanted to happen, am i not rich enough? i have a mansion and ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Orderliness |||||| 26% Accommodation |||||| 23% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious || 10% Hedonism | ( Read more... )

firts rule about fight club, you don't talk about fight club. tyler didn't say anything about writing in your livejournal about it though. i got the crap kicked out of me. this is a bruise that came from a feild hockey stick. ouch. i don't fight unless i have to, but this was like sportsmanship boxing or something. i think my obsession with ( Read more... )

if i were to follow the dreams that i have i would go to 84th street and buy a coke at a target or wallmart, fill out the survey they ask me to do, wait ten minutes in line as people behind me begin to get impatient, complain to the manager that a five second transaction has taken ten minutes. i would then leave with my 2liter of coke and get into ( Read more... )

i've been having strange dreams about having to prove myself in "real" world situations lately. the first one was that my editor sent me to some model/hairstyle fashion shoot to cover the story. so i'm sitting there lounging on this couch type chair bullshitting with the producer amongst the midst of preproduction. models and idiots and grips ( Read more... )

so i'm running, or walking swiftly to my professors mailbox. this is the last thing i have to do before i complete this semester. this guy cuts me off, kinda, i'm about 3 ft behind him. i notice that he has bleached blonde hair and is wearing these large gold earrings in each of his lobes. i'm kinda nervous about finding my professor, will he ( Read more... )

today, i'm watching america's next top model marathon, don't ask why it's stephanies fault, and out of the blue my mom asks me if i would ever date an african american girl. i am momentarily annoyed and i mumble something on the lines of, yeah, i guess so. which it would have been totally fine if it would have ended there, but she had to utter, ( Read more... )

I am in no condition to meet you, greet you, feel you, touch you, love you, hold you. And you are right, i am scared. I shouldn't be. Maybe it's my shame that is defeating me. But i'm not ashamed, does my fear show so planely? You have always looked at me directly. You have always understood everything so easily, how did you do it? Maybe ( Read more... )

that's all i gotta say

these are all of the stories and authors i read for school this semester, William Blake: The Lamb, The Chimney Sweeper, Nurse's Song, Holy Thursday, Then all the corisponding poems from Songs of Experience, William Wordsworth: Tintern Abbey, I wandered lonely as a cloud, Ode, The world is too much with us, Coleridge: Kubla Kahn, Frost at ( Read more... )