So its the last day of my week long vacation from school. i cant say it was a much needed one, i wasnt really too stressed out or anything but it was still relieving. For some reason somtimes i dont mind being completly shut out from all contact outside the four walls of my house. I dont know if this is because i am just the type of person who just ( Read more... )

i hate being so dependent.
i hate asking favors.
i hate having nothing to give back.
i hate felling like an asshole.
i hate having no money.
i hate having no car.
i hate having no job.
i hate this.

I had to read an essay by Ralph Waldo Emerson called "Self-Reliance". From this i had to choose quotes, expand on them, and write a paper ( Read more... )

fir·ma·ment
n.

The vault or expanse of the heavens; the sky.

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I think for the first time yesterday the weather had effected my mood, in the morning i was havin a strong urge to jump in front of speeding traffic but by the time i came home i was pretty cheerful and surprisingly in a good mood, so i dunno ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK ( Read more... )

ive been feelin pritty shitty past couple days, its like a weird head cold, got the sniffles my throat hurts and shit ( Read more... )

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I had the mom-mobile for the weekend, so i had a moderate amount of fun and social activity this weekend. Hung out with a couple of the boys on friday and tossed a few back. V-day could have been alot better. i would rather have spent it with a member of the opposite gender, but instead it was spent with a couple of guys hangin out at the mall ( Read more... )