new boy! oh god, oh god! they come at me from all directions. this one's 22. that's like dating my brother almost. whatever! new boy new boy!

I really have got to learn to make up my goddamned mind about things. One minute I am fine and moving on. Then one little thing goes wrong and I go back to feeling the same damn things i was feeling a month ago. 2005 just doesn't seem to be my year. i would much rather go back and do 2004 over again. I think i might slit my wrist... or just eat ( Read more... )

fucking a man. i really hate doctors. they scare me ( Read more... )

So I am at Laura Lyons house, getting an anatomy lesson from five year old. This has been the highlight of my day... no no maybe it was the grape fruit that is ariel. or the fight i had with my mom this morning. She is so depressed right now. I love her. blah blah blah ( Read more... )

So yesterday I met a guy. We offered to take him on a ride and he said "ok". Now I think that was the greatest thing I have ever done in my life. He is a spainish speaking lifeguard with a HUGE talent, he's funny, sweet, and that HUGE HUGE GUGANTIC TALENT is still really important. So Sarah, I think you and I really need to take him up on that ( Read more... )

wil's gonna get a 5 foot monkey that weighs twice as much as i do and rolls blunts. chloe once again saved my sanity. and i think i killed my knee. no more coke.... ever

So milan and danielle and i had an adventure involving bikes and bridges and almost dying.... a lot. it was fun. weve decided that eating is better when you work for it ( Read more... )

mysapce.com says "you must be someone's friend to make comments about them". I like that rule.

now I am going on a five hour bike ride with danielle. we are going to sort out our lives. oh and Eddy called me today. i'm gonna go to paris with him, but instead of just a trip i'm going to live there for a couple of months. cool.

all I have been doing is thinking about paris, motreal, prague, venice, houston, amsterdam, new york, chicago, copenhagen, and all the other wonderful places "the duke" is going to take me. so to get my mind off things I am going to unmake my bed... the kinky way.

i'm going to paris with him. for my birthday. he says he loves me and i am beautiful. I don't know what to do though because... well... i don't love him. Nor do i think i ever will. I just met him... oh and he's 59 years old. that's close to forty years my senior. He got me drunk and promised me the world. and now that the world has been offered to ( Read more... )