I am hungry, i am sleepy, and i am slightly depressed. I don't konw what the fuck is causing me to feel this way. Perhaps its cuz i am leaving my mother and a form of guilt is consuming me cuz i haven't spent as much time with her as i would have liked to. Or it could be that i still have feelings for a certain someone (yes you) that i thought i ( Read more... )

Well after hours of anticipation i finally received the call this afternoon. It turns out that the health worker program is willing to make an exception for my lazy ass, especially being that i missed the deadline by 2 to 3 months. So yeah i have less than 24 hours to pack my shit and head on back. But i'll probably have to come back for the rest ( Read more... )

Well, i am currently in a sad mood, and i hate it! i can't seem to discover why! Perhaps its the result of sleep deprivation or it could be that my interview for the health worker position didn't go as well as i wanted it too. All i have to say is that phone interviews suck, it is so much harder than in person. I will be informed of their decision ( Read more... )

SO the first time in about 2 years, i got an exercise feather in my ass today! So i called up a friend, aka adrain, and we went bike riding at 8 in the morning. What we thought was a 5 mile ride turned out to be close to ten. Dang my legs were burning but i loved it ( Read more... )

Skipped out on some boring ass presentation with some friends. Suppose to be doing research for my presentation for this wed. but not stress cuz it will all be cool ( Read more... )

tired as fuck, i've only slept 4 hours. Why? cuz i am stupid and i like to play more than i should study. so yeah. STuck on this Fucken farm with nothing to do here!!!! i hate it. i am hoping to escape to berkeley tomorrow.

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Sitting in a frat room attempting to study. I am currently in berkeley loving the wheather loving the atmosphere, and loving the people. However, it will all be over in the next couple of hours for i am forced to return to the farm, STANford. Two whole fucken weeks await me, it is going to be hell. I am soo behind in my classes, which is common in ( Read more... )

so yeah, i haven;t updated this shit for a long ass time. I don't konw whether i want to anymore, i sort of lost my passion for this online shit. I mean i tend to express myself as it is. However, i am bored so i guess i will ( Read more... )

In the computer lab at stanford and my body is soo fucken sore, I will be in berkeley this weekend. At last i am returning home! i am looking forward to it. The reason to why i am sore will be explained later;). Ok i must go before i get caught.
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