I've been reading more poetry recently. It's making me feel more capable. It's probably for reasons I'm not sure of. But they're thrilling. Things you're not sure of, but thrilled by nonetheless. I'm liking that. It could be something real. "This is so strange! Isn't it ( Read more... )

tonight i'm extra tired of things. i get my hair cut tuesday and that is the same day no more heroes comes out. i think i will enjoy myself on that day. i hope to go clothes shopping at a selection of thrift stores. maybe i will find some nice jeans (i've been wanting to find another pair of jeans because i keep wearing the only pair i have. i ( Read more... )

dirt roads dirt roads: do not laugh like that, shouldn't laugh like that. friends ask and here i'm allowed to expend myself and you know that can't be so bad. my parents feel that i should not stay up so late, should not sleep in so much. a nice gap in things, i think. where's my little termite mind for tomorrow ( Read more... )

i've decided of course that this break is too long and people are leaving or are remaining absent for a while, but they are coming back no doubt, and i am just sitting here the whole time. i started to paint/draw today. i forgot i had a huge bag of unopened/unsold posters from my work so long ago. i opened one and unrolled it and who was it but ( Read more... )

if anything if anything. i was driving away from the house and there must have been maybe fifteen cars in the road, on both sides. so i can only assume they're watching football. all i could draw to mind was a man, slightly downtrodden in his speech, "want to come over and watch the game?" i'm tired of driving so far, those boring drives to ( Read more... )

merry new years i will probably write something more detailed but right now i am about to watch a motorcycle man jump a big old ramp while i look at pictures of burnadette peters, for some reason (watched the jerk).

bridge bridge bridge bridge i had a dream about a bridge and nothing happened there. i had a dream i was wrapped around textured legs, stifling my laughter, and someone was split from the waist. there was a pressured, thin spray coming out from both ends like a tiny hole in a balloon, only in greater amounts (because many tiny holes in a balloon ( Read more... )

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tonight i was sort of mugged. because of a friend who is now gone, who left yesterday, who called this man up onto my porch three weeks ago, this man who stopped by accidentally last week and showed up tonight. full of shit, i know. said he had a gun. wasn't going to take chances. i'm only out 25 bucks. could've been worse. could've been a ( Read more... )