I'm depressed. I don't have any particular reason except that I have a sneaking suspicion (spelling?)summer is not going to be fun. I relayed that sentiment to my mother and she concurred, which did nothing to make me feel any better about it. Most of my friends are not going to be around for the summer, and they are not here because they are all ( Read more... )

woohoo changed the lj format and my favorite thing is the font is SANS SERIF. ahahahah you would only appreciate that if you were ever on ceniad...

and the worst part about it? the feeling circulating between my head, conscience and my stomach is in fact totally preventable. I get so sick of telling myself, "I told you so."
I'm hoping this is just a phase.

You Belong in London
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"Let me look at you."
"No, no don't. I know I know. I'm going to get skinny for real this summer, I promise."
"It's not that. It's about your health."
"Aha, thanks. That's a good excuse."
"It's not an excuse Jean."
"I know Mom. I know."

Is it possible to muse about growing up and changing without sounding sentimental, cliched and trite? The deeply rooted cynic in me says no. So I will not say how very bizarre it is for me to have this empty but moving feeling in the pit of my stomach at the thought of leaving Ann Arbor, though of course it is not Ann Arbor or school that really ( Read more... )

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
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it may be better than nothing, but it still doesn't make me feel good.

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Superior crystal clear lake water that is freezing ( Read more... )