If I were a rich man ... Oh hell, if I were a PAID man!
Ah yes, unemployment -- it's pretty much bullshit.
I don't know, it's at the point where I have to keep reminding myself "a job is necessary, a job is necessary, a job is necessary ..."
It's not that I don't want to work -- I do! Of course I do, almost everyone who is out of work would like to be working, but I fuckin' - FUCKING hate job hunting. Seriously, rather bleed from my eye-sockets. And this week has been such a non-week, I have great doubts that for the past three (or six) days I qualified as human. But then randomly today, I finally made mah lil ol' pilgrimage to craigslist and I actually started applying again and then I went to milwaukeejobs and started applying there, too. It just sorta clicked.
meh. I go with the momentum when I get it.
I hope I have some tomorrow, too. I need to finish a few more applications
1) Miller Bakery for Baker's Helper
2) Chippewa Ranch Camp for Photography Instructor (THIS ONE HAS BEEN ON THE BURNER FOREVERRRR)
3) Whole Foods -- obnoxious job seeking!
4) Beans and Barley -- I've got a great reference/ connection in my arsenal.
I'll get one, I know I will; am I being the best at job-hunting? no. I'm not, but I have to do it way I do it, and I know eventually I'll get one.
On a far more awesome note!! I totally have a list of things to do once I am a money-makin' machine!
First Paycheck Priorities (besides bills...):
1. I'm buying my mom The Fame Monster and sending it to her all gift wrapped and what have you! 'cause Amazon does that sorta thing.
2. A long while ago, or so it feels, I promised an IOU to ewinbee for her original work. I sincerely intend to keep that promise.
3. I'm finally going to have the opportunity to donate to a Haiti relief fund in honor of ontd_startrek , or perhaps at the suggestion of beedlebarg (and in honor of her baller new fic Welcome to Hades) I'll donate to Médecins Sans Frontières.
Random other goals to use my money for:
savin' up for mah education
therapy
and getting a chance to see the exhibition of Magnum photography out in New York
I don't know, it's at the point where I have to keep reminding myself "a job is necessary, a job is necessary, a job is necessary ..."
It's not that I don't want to work -- I do! Of course I do, almost everyone who is out of work would like to be working, but I fuckin' - FUCKING hate job hunting. Seriously, rather bleed from my eye-sockets. And this week has been such a non-week, I have great doubts that for the past three (or six) days I qualified as human. But then randomly today, I finally made mah lil ol' pilgrimage to craigslist and I actually started applying again and then I went to milwaukeejobs and started applying there, too. It just sorta clicked.
meh. I go with the momentum when I get it.
I hope I have some tomorrow, too. I need to finish a few more applications
1) Miller Bakery for Baker's Helper
2) Chippewa Ranch Camp for Photography Instructor (THIS ONE HAS BEEN ON THE BURNER FOREVERRRR)
3) Whole Foods -- obnoxious job seeking!
4) Beans and Barley -- I've got a great reference/ connection in my arsenal.
I'll get one, I know I will; am I being the best at job-hunting? no. I'm not, but I have to do it way I do it, and I know eventually I'll get one.
On a far more awesome note!! I totally have a list of things to do once I am a money-makin' machine!
First Paycheck Priorities (besides bills...):
1. I'm buying my mom The Fame Monster and sending it to her all gift wrapped and what have you! 'cause Amazon does that sorta thing.
2. A long while ago, or so it feels, I promised an IOU to ewinbee for her original work. I sincerely intend to keep that promise.
3. I'm finally going to have the opportunity to donate to a Haiti relief fund in honor of ontd_startrek , or perhaps at the suggestion of beedlebarg (and in honor of her baller new fic Welcome to Hades) I'll donate to Médecins Sans Frontières.
Random other goals to use my money for:
savin' up for mah education
therapy
and getting a chance to see the exhibition of Magnum photography out in New York