Sometimes there are things in life that are out of our control. Death is one of those things. Some people cry as soon as they find out, go to the funeral, then go on with their lives as if the person who passed was never there. Others learn from their life, and try to honor their memory. Yet some are like me, they drink instead of going to the ( Read more... )

Last night i got a call from one of my friends who goes to Bama. One of the kids we graduated with passed away this weekend. I spoke with one of his palbarers and he said the funeral is tommorrow at 11a.m. downtown chucktown. If i leave today and don't show back up until tommorrow afternoon, thats where I am. It sux to know that someone whom you ( Read more... )

where one life is about to begin another one is about to end. my brothers best friend found out his gf was pregnant a few months ago. today we saw the sonnagram on facebook. we got a call from my cousin in st. vincent last wendesday that my grandmother had a stroke. it just feels like i want to cry, yet i dont want to because its a sign of weakness ( Read more... )

grades have started coming in ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i updated. i work a shitton, actually im supposed to be there right now, but im sick :(. me, kimi and rachel are all moved into the apartment and already theres drama i dont wanna take part in. keep i mind kari hasnt moved in yet, so it sux for her to have to walk into it. like rachel hates jasper(me and jeromy's puppy ( Read more... )

its hard to watch someone you love hurt all the time and feel sorry for themselves all the time and know you can't do anything. instead of staying and trying to make him feel better, i left. im a horrible girlfriend.

For the first time in a while, despite all the chaos around me, i feel at peace. I quit my job because it was taking up too much of my time and somehow it seems like the best decision for me. I'm going home this weekend which is awesome because i havent been back in a while, and i miss my dogs. Its starting to warm back up around here, which is ( Read more... )

For the record, the food service industry sux balls. I have never worked somewhere where i have been so disrespected in my life. So I am quitting Wing Zone, effective immediately. The good news is there was an add in the daily gamecock for a babysitting job. I love kids so this works out really well, plus i have a feeling this job would be more ( Read more... )

so yesterday i woke up and checked my facebook account. I was directed to a group that attacked my article because it was controversial. To begin with some people want to act as if i am a representative of a race that didnt accept me as a child because im smart and didnt grow up in the same lifestyle they did. So no i will not be a spokesperson for ( Read more... )

so new years eve was fun as hell. worked 12-6 :(. then nick came over for dinner. jeromy got here around 8 :) *dances around*. we went over to pauls for his very sober, fun party. i had a good time seeing ashley and pj and sarah. although i really do wish jenn hadnt shown up because she is one of those people i'd rather have left behind in 2006. ( Read more... )