the Gods dont help me ... they point and laugh at my DOA love lifeskelbyJanuary 25 2005, 09:01:35 UTC
yeah ... well its like almost 2AM and i just called Jarrod ... why you might ask? your guess is as good as mine ... he didnt answer so i left a message: 'umm hey its shelby ... guess your sleeping ... ummmm .... ill call you 2morrow' it wasnt even like a minute later he calls me back: 'you okay?' me: 'not really ... couldnt sleep ... didnt know who else to call' him: 'ill call you 2morrow and we'll chill ok? take care' (well, there was more conversation than that, i just cut it out) again ... dont know why i am doing this to myself ... im freaking out because my gay MSN doesnt wanna log me in ... GRRRRRRRR!!!
i never thought id be so freakin' happy to see my own parents! i almost cried when i saw them get off the plan yesterday! and i haven't left either of their side for like amost 24 hours ... think mom's getting sick of me ... im getting sick of me
IM IN LOVE ... WITH A GUY WHO LIKES ME ... WHO MIGHT BE A DAD ... I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THIS TO MYSELF ... I HEART BLEEDS CRIMSON RED BLOOD FOR A SOUL WHICH HAS BEEN TAKEN ...
Re: the Gods dont help me ... they point and laugh at my DOA love lifecoco_cutie85January 25 2005, 18:33:38 UTC
Babay I love you you called him becuase you love him love makes us do stupid and unspeakable things. .and i dunno whats up with your MSN that is fucked
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It shows that you really missed them which is a good sign. .we're both gettin along with our rents which is awesome and they will appreciate that
Im sorri i didn't come over last nite totally forgot we'd be out for supper for mums b'day but I will come over after work and I'll call before hand
no matter what sweetstar i'm ALWAYS here for you. .i'm sorri i've been so distant and disagreeable last couple of days but . . well you read it + alotta shit came up and just blaaaaaaaaaaah
i know you are my heart bleeds the blood and tastes the tears you can't fight
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again ... dont know why i am doing this to myself ... im freaking out because my gay MSN doesnt wanna log me in ... GRRRRRRRR!!!
i never thought id be so freakin' happy to see my own parents! i almost cried when i saw them get off the plan yesterday! and i haven't left either of their side for like amost 24 hours ... think mom's getting sick of me ... im getting sick of me
IM IN LOVE ... WITH A GUY WHO LIKES ME ... WHO MIGHT BE A DAD ... I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THIS TO MYSELF ... I HEART BLEEDS CRIMSON RED BLOOD FOR A SOUL WHICH HAS BEEN TAKEN ...
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fall down seven times to get up eight
It shows that you really missed them which is a good sign. .we're both gettin along with our rents which is awesome and they will appreciate that
Im sorri i didn't come over last nite totally forgot we'd be out for supper for mums b'day but I will come over after work and I'll call before hand
no matter what sweetstar i'm ALWAYS here for you. .i'm sorri i've been so distant and disagreeable last couple of days but . . well you read it + alotta shit came up and just blaaaaaaaaaaah
i know you are my heart bleeds the blood and tastes the tears you can't fight
gods might not help you. .but goddesses can
*smile*
i love you
we'll talk when i'm off. .if i'm ever off
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