I can not focus on anythin right now everything is completely FUCKED. .NOBODY . WILL . LISTEN . TO . WHAT . I . HAVE . TO FUCKIN . SAY. .I AM AN ADULT AND I WOULD APPRECIATE BEIN TREATED AS ONE.. I can't even begin this my head is not even here its not in this town its not in anything it is just . . nowehere like me I am nowhere goin nowhere. .i ( Read more... )

Hey everybody!! WHASSSUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPP??

Woaah been quite a while hey?? Welll I am still alive hopefully that is a good thing hahaaa. .lots of shit has been goin on actually and for once its good shit so YAYA. .First things first I MOVED OUT and it is fabulous . . It seemed to be the perfect solution to my depression . . I love our new place it ( Read more... )

. . .And then shit happens

Thanks Kay love ya babe xox

*What is your most life-altering moment??. .When I moved countries and had to start a new life

*What is your biggest regret??. .Hate to admit it but SOMETIMES what is written above. .Jumpin the "Lets all go to College" bandwagon. .I was not thinkin for myself and I should not have gone because I think everyone can agree ( Read more... )

STOP >>I GET NO COMMENTS GUYS WHAT THE FUCCKIN HELLS BELLS??. .COMMENTS PLEASE ITS A GOODUN!!<< WHAT YOU ARE DOIN

And bow down to *moi*

(just kiddin. .yall can multitask haha)

~*~I have had such a fantabulous splendificocious day!! I did wow em all with my killer smile and kickin curves HA-HAH~*~

* Started my *NEW* job which I am hoping will work ( Read more... )

Heyy. .soo I have now been unemployed for a grand total of WAIT FORR IT. .*drum roll*. .one lousi week and what a pathetic week it was. .I cleaned. .cleaned some more. .and that was it. .then was DD alll weekend. .which had its moments but for the most part sucked since if I got stopped I would be F\U/\C/C\K/E\D/D. .carefully note the DD. .I have ( Read more... )

Hunni do list before I'm thirty??

Are ya ready??

XXX = Yessum            O = Nah

(XXX) been drunk.  >>Captain Obvious strikes again. .Yea and I took advantage of you. .you didn't appreciate the whip<<
(O) smoked pot.  >>I am anti-drug and proud of it<<
(XXX) kissed a member of the opposite sex.  >>Mmmm. ."how did it end up like this it was only a ( Read more... )

Goodbye. .I will miss everybody somehow

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Heya everyone sup?? I am actually . . not too bad. . .I mean ya know I'm still ridin lifes usual above and beyond bullshit. .and don't worri cos it shocks me just as much as it'll shock you but yea peachi keen jelly bean rollin down a. .ya know what?? I'm in that much of a good mood I don't have anythin goofi or nonsensical to say like I usually do ( Read more... )

can somebody please just hold on to me tightly so that i can just cry and crumple to a shattered heap on the floor becuase i can't take anymore of this this stress that won't disintigrate. .this is the third strike. .i am out done burnt up. .these heartaches have severed any reality i might have had

i can not do this anymore

i need help and later ( Read more... )