tonight was so awesome. i love chad and how i feel is unbelievably wonderful. actually, there are no words, but i'm extremly happy and i couldn't ask for anything more.

i'm home sick for the 4th day this week. i went to the doctor's lastnight and he gave me the worst medications ever! he said i not only have bronchitis, but strep throat too, which is why i have double the amount of medicine to take. this stuff makes me wanna throw up and i feel like lifting my arms is a workout. i pretty much slept all day and ( Read more... )

we put samantha to sleep this afternoon. i didn't think it would be this soon. lastnight, i spent the night in danielle's room with her and the dog and today we both stayed home and spent time with samantha. we cried together. i never thought i'd cry over our dog having to be put to sleep, but i did. i always yelled at her and never treated her ( Read more... )

my mother really needs to stop trying to protect me.

the same old stuff lately. everything's great. lastnight me and chad when to alex's house and hung out with her and tim. he's a cool kid. i'm glad alex is happy. we went into the hottub and watched family guy. i tell you, alex's mom is pretty funny when she kept asking what i was doing and making sure i was behaving. i forgot mike buck knew where ( Read more... )

it's been a crazy two days. i didn't go to school yesterday. i stayed home and later hung out with chad. i cried most of lastnight because i was scared and scared for him. his hernia operation was today and thankfully it went well. he was on my mind all day. nick picked me up when he got done with school and we drove to see chad. he was asleep when ( Read more... )

a lot on my mind. some things came up. my mom picked me up from chad's yesterday and in the car we somehow got to the topic of my dog. she's dying of bone cancer. the vet took x-rays and everything, all they said she had was arthritis. for the past couple of months we've been giving her medicine for that and not stopping her from getting sicker. my ( Read more... )

this weekend was long and enjoyable. friday, me and chad hung out with corey and nick and went on a haunted hay ride. we waited in line for two hours and i thought it'd be a complete waste of time, and boy was i wrong! i was scared shitless!! saturday, we had no idea what to do so we went to the mall for a bit then corey and nick came over to chad' ( Read more... )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

this morning was quite different from all the others. my mom had to drive me to school and i remembered when i woke up since stacy forgot to call and remind me lastnight. my mom's a bitch. i'm a bitch. it's 6:45am and we're arguing, but we argue so much that it's hard to keep track what we're arguing about ( Read more... )