we've been in out apartment for a month today. i paid my first months rent. haha. it was excititng. but then again its like 760$ down the drain. kinda sucks. im gunna have a barbaque on saterday. it should be fun. get everyone together with some food and beer. fun. some pictures for you all.....


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im 19 now. i have my own apartment. with my boyfrined. that i love more than anyhting on this god forsaken planet. things are going really good for us right now. my moms going to loan my 1000 for a car. so i can drive again. god its been like month since ive had a car. cant wait. its going to be a piece of shit, but im still excited. i miss my old ( Read more... )

so my car is broken. for good. no fixing it. theres a blown head gasket and other things. im really sad sbout that. i love that car. but on thee other hand we just gotr an appartment. move tommorrow. yay.

my birthday is in one week. FEB 4TH!! woohoo. 19!!


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i miss my blonde hair...


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i hate my bf. hes mean. rude. and an ass. im done writing in thsi journal. thanks n1ck and n2ck. you can all burn in hell.

WHO AM I....?


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so the school lost a paper of mine so im probly not going to be able to start school untill fall. im just going to be sme looser that works at an ice cream place for the rest of her life. my life just keeps getting worse.

first... i am dissapointed noone commneted on my last entry. the longest one ive ever written. oh well ( Read more... )

so im kinda homesless right now. kinda sucks. i think we are going to get back together. wheather its for better or worse. well never know. i hope its for the good. ive never been so hurt in my life. i never want that to happen again. i cant believe he did some of the things he did. but i am willing to forgive him and give it another try. out of ( Read more... )