i am going to illinois tonight, until tuesday...my great grandmother died....

...i hate myspace...its depressing...

...it makes me feel like a joke...

...kill me, kill me now...

...i miss my sister...

...everyone has kind of neglected live journal :(...

...do you ever feel like all your "friends" know the same joke except you...and maybe you are the joke ( Read more... )

...my mom and i are going to learn how to belly dance...that is one of many things i hope to do this summer...

...im sick of sitting on my butt all day during the summer...

...i dont want to be a senior...its weird how most of your life you cant wait to get there and now my junior year i dont want to be there...its so much simpler here...

Understanding- Your inner power is Understanding! Lifes many mysteries have become your ultimate goal to work out. You are neither a good or bad person, just very neutral, very stable. You look down on nothing or anyone, merely observe their point of view and make no judgments. You can be seen as very shadowy and uncertain in what you believe in to ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like theres a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, theres a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when ( Read more... )

yea....im bored...however, i am on my brothers new laptop that he got for his birthday last night so i feel fancy ( Read more... )

...i have decided that if i ever have a daughter her name will be riley star...riley is my favorite name for a girl and star for stargirl, not the book but because of amanda...

...i felt fancy today...but now my feet are dying...

...i dont want to be hated,
...i dont want to be loved,
...i just want to be free...