i fucking hate life right now

I love break for pretty much ONE specific reason:

staying up till the wee hours of the morning watching movies

I just want to say I'm sorry to everyone for everything I might have said or done to you. I'm sorry for making anyone mad. I really am.

I just want my dad and brother to stop fighting.

It's making me cry. Really.

alright. Christmas is done and over with. I hope. Christmas morning consisted of me getting woken up by my dad playing the stereo with the bass turned up that things in my room were shaking. It was sad. My other brother came over and I helped him wrap his presents, then proceded to the Christmas tree for the unwraping of presents. I really ( Read more... )

hooooly shit. In the first season of the OC, Christmukkuh episode, Ryan says " There's drinking, crying, and cops. Well then it must be Christmas." That pretty much sums up Christmas eve at my house today. The only cops part was passing them on the highway, so I guess that doesn't count. But there was plenty of drinking and crying. My brother ( Read more... )

1130am Christmas Eve ( Read more... )

ok I know I'm really bad at this, but it's been so stressful at my house the past couple of weeks. I'll do a run through ( Read more... )

well well well.. the usual thanksgiving update ( Read more... )

i had a joy ol' time visiting wisconsin for the day. and oogling hot swimmers. that was fun

i need to get out of this town. i need a freaking break. i dont like being belittled. that kinda sucks. but what can i do? nothing. tennis is over. kinda sad. i miss it. i want to go play again. i hate stress. this is really chopped up. oh well. school's ok. but when is it any better? i wish life had an easy button. i would like that. thats i can ( Read more... )