"I can't forgive,Can't forget,Can't give in what went wrong,Cause you said this was right,You fucked up my life."
wow, is all i have to say..you just dont understand, how can you come to me and talk to me, hold me..and then tell me all this shit? what did i do now? oh my god..i cant be doing this again, either were back to what we were, or were friends, or nothing at all..nothing
maybe i should take Leah's advice, become a lesbian and wait for a boy to come to me..humm ill think about it
anyways, on a cooler note..im a promoter for Tabu now..so if you guys are gonna go to the FOAM PARTY next week [Thursday the 19th @ Tabu 15-18 only, ITS AWESOME]..tell me and ill give you my card, say my name at the door..anddd ill love you forever...Tabu tonight was awesomeee met Jen and Michelle theyre fucking awesome i love them i cant wait till we chill with the boys <3 lol the dancing was crazy..it made me feel somewhat better but now i come home to an aching back,neck, and a huge headache..
boys suck, especially when they dont realize how much they could mean to someone, and play games with girls minds. it makes me sick to my stomach..but somehow i go crawling back....what is with me?