for Adam, Caitlyn, Kaity, Frank, and Sean
another update im sorry..but i have some explaining to do..
the past few weeks have had its ups and downs..between me finally being happy and hanging out with caitlyn again and then us getting caught i havent talked to her in about 2 weeks and im getting really scared that i lost another friend. then the whole "pill" situation got me all out of wack and put me through one of the most horrible mood swings in my life, and for anyone that witnessed that, im sorry. also for anyone else that ive bitched at, hit, and or screamed at..im sorry. before leaving for florida i guess things with"him" cleared up, i really liked the person i saw, he made me laugh and made me want to be with him, now i feel like i lost him, again. and to adam im sorry if i fucked up things between you and andy, i didnt mean to i didnt even know i did, i was just looking out for moe. anyways since i got back from florida i feel like myself again, no not the pothead that goes and hooks up with different guys, that's not me at all. with my birthday in 2 weeks exactly, i dont want to lose anymore friends.
kait, im sorry i bitched at you or whatever..we just need some time for the both of us to sit down and talk..i miss you and today i kept on thinking about PA and how much fun we had and how i know your my best friend. im sorry for fucking up, badly.
eventho it just started to rain, i think im gonna go run.
the past few weeks have had its ups and downs..between me finally being happy and hanging out with caitlyn again and then us getting caught i havent talked to her in about 2 weeks and im getting really scared that i lost another friend. then the whole "pill" situation got me all out of wack and put me through one of the most horrible mood swings in my life, and for anyone that witnessed that, im sorry. also for anyone else that ive bitched at, hit, and or screamed at..im sorry. before leaving for florida i guess things with"him" cleared up, i really liked the person i saw, he made me laugh and made me want to be with him, now i feel like i lost him, again. and to adam im sorry if i fucked up things between you and andy, i didnt mean to i didnt even know i did, i was just looking out for moe. anyways since i got back from florida i feel like myself again, no not the pothead that goes and hooks up with different guys, that's not me at all. with my birthday in 2 weeks exactly, i dont want to lose anymore friends.
kait, im sorry i bitched at you or whatever..we just need some time for the both of us to sit down and talk..i miss you and today i kept on thinking about PA and how much fun we had and how i know your my best friend. im sorry for fucking up, badly.
eventho it just started to rain, i think im gonna go run.