if he loves you now, what else matters ( Read more... )

So uhm..

I just walked into the garage and saw momas in the corner by the recycling pail. She got up and ran really fast. It smelt like cigarettes so i asked her what she was doing and she said nothing. took my check and signed it. and kept changing the subject.

"it was a butt"
"ohhhh, ima tell. you're in trouble"

the end.

I've decided on a few career paths:

-Flight Attendant
-Modular Homes (teshia & chris' buisness)
-National Gaurd
-Art Teacher for elementary

Some possible colleges for art:
-Alfred Univ. in New York
-Arcadia Univ. in PA
-Barry Univ. in Miami
-Bloomfield College in NJ
-Calwell College in NJ

--/-> i don't have long to decide. =/

well.. things have been going by so slowly yet so smoothly at the same time. nothing has brought me down once ( Read more... )

Na na, na na na, na na ( Read more... )

yuhp..well i thought i'd update the journal a little bit. i got a little bored. lol ( Read more... )

I don't ever wanna go home. people are untrue and shit and it's totoally rediculous. people i've grown with are so different and they don't even realize it. the people you make pacts with, the people who know you best, always i see now, leave you in the dust ( Read more... )

[YES OR NO ( Read more... )

my mom's dying. i've been told tonight that she probably wont be around for my wedding, for my childs birth, for the rest of my life ( Read more... )