MeEeEeEeP! X.x x.x x.X

[cocopopo]

Meep -.- I find my lazehness consummating! o.o whatever the hell that means <.< heh...umm yeah I was reading back on my journal and realized how much I was missing and how much more I wanted to read o.o These things are actually addicting....wow my life is so fascinating....>.> NOT? hehehe Eh...hmm Uhmm....hmm...well My life's just peachy ^.^

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I am sorry.

[yuni329]

Forgive me Sasha and whoever reads this, but i am not at fault entirely. You only met me in 9th grade Sasha so you dont know my true self or my past. i am not in my own world with Eitan. i will admit this to you. i dont mind if anyone reads this. you were my best freind, my first one. that is why i love you and i hold special value to you. i will never forget you.. never. even though it seems i hate you i dont. i dont hate anyone. believe me. the only reason ive distance myself bc i am hurt deeply for the actions this so called group did. i dont have a grudge against la papa. lol. to me its the opposite. you all seem so distant to me. i run and run faster to catch you all and your souls slip through my small hands. i cry sometimes.. thinking how could i have changed this or how could this be different.. am i wrong.. was it my fault. but i believe it was my fault bc i cannot blame anyone. i should have ignored it. but i couldnt. whatever you all do is fine with me. i wish we could all get along, but it might never happen anymore. i

Re: I am sorry.

[cocopopo]

Lili-la! I didnt forget your name! I would never do that! Lili it's ok! I forgot that I called Yare Yar Yar....but ummm dont feel bad Lili-la I wasnt talking about you...I know that everything isnt all peachy....and im sorry that ive been drifting away ;.;

Re: I am sorry.

[vipero07]

Linett, I am the love of your life! YAY! lol j/k I love you sweetheart :-)

anywho for the rest of my comments scroll down...

Too much sadness

[animepunk1]

It seems theres a lot of thoughts out there and not enough space to fill them all in. I really feel for you sasha and lili. Though i have noticed everything you guys have there has been little i can do from my console far away. The group is screwed up, i admit that. But things can always work for the better. Ill do my best to spend time wiht you all even though im so far away. If it were up to me id move closer so i could help wioht everything too. I feel really left out in all this, mainly because no one keeps in touch wiht me ecept Dabid and Carlos. Which i can understand if you dont want to tell me anything and stuff like that. There are a lot of things i wish could have turned out different and other thing i dont. Im happy for some and sad for others on how things turned out but like sasha said herslef Im always on "my feet" always thinking that something bad's gonna happen and "with every happy or sweet moment I have...a bad one follows it...some little hidden event that will forever toture me...I cant achieve true happiness...

[anifan115]

finally a serious post... I really do not know what to say... hrr... I just hope that you cheer up Sasha... I've always sensed that you are really troubled inside... you need to know you got friends to help you... you dont need to keep it all pent up... next time you feel like this you should try calling people to talk about your problems or just chat with... is Yares phone fixed yet?... boo the hurricane is coming... i hope it all turns out well... and moreover... I dont want to be the "backbone of the book which pages are falling out"... you can help with that too... and Linett you could too... your page seems to be on a perforated edge... we need to put some tape over it... o.o... James dude... try to cheer up... something good will come your way eventually (something that is not big black and muscular)... I have just about given up keeping the "group" tpgether.... because... you people dont care -.-... *points at sasha* you dont care... *points at linett* you dont care... you really should >.<... *sigh*.... ja ne!~

[cocopopo]

ROFL CARLOS!! ABout the pages XDDD that's hilarious dude...leave it to you to say something like that....dont worry..im not depressed....just thought i'd let out how i really feel inside...but whenever that happens...I start sounding depressed...but anyways....yeah >.> umm saying "you really should" doesnt really help <.< Ive explained myself as to why I dont care anymore...so it will take a lot more than a few words to make me "care" again....

whats the deal.

[vipero07]

Alright first thing is first, everyone stop crying, if u dont stop crying now... well then u will continue to cry, i guess

[yuni329]

You all obviously dont know me. I am cold at times, vengeful, cruel, and dont take shit from no one anymore. i am tired of being used and being pushed around. i am tired of my sweet kindness that always comes out bc thats the way i am also. a sweet girl. i want this group to stay together. and what eitan said is absolutly right. if u dont think that my punches hurt carlos let me hit your face. ill knock u down. >=P j/k but i will if no one thinks i can kich ass! anyway. If u dont invite anyone for w/e reason....coough meanie vampire david..then i wont go. anyway vamp david ur house is boring what are we gonna do there huh play wrestling so u can feel us and watch perverted anime that shows nakedness. please. u are the one i have a grudge on. and if i had to blame it on someone it would be u. u evil snake. until u come to my house andbeg for forgiveness, i will never forgive you. yes i will be polite to u but thats it. how i desire to punch u. and beat u. and cut ur hair. until he does that i wont be able to hang around you all.

[cocopopo]

What the bloody hell! Ok this has gone way out of line and Im CLARIFYING all of it now. First off Eitan, I was not talking about you in my journal entry. Second, I never thought that you and lili were anything bad I said it was a good thing and I understand completely how you two feel about each other. Third, the whole point of my journal entry was to say there is NO GROUP. It was all something in our heads. We are just people now....people who are considered "Friends" to each other. I feel what you're saying Eitan, but I dont know how that whole message came out from me just explaining why i thought the group "went to hell." Lili, like I said before,....I was not talking about you when I said "I forgot she was called that" and when i said "She has drifted away" that was all about Yare. I know very much how you can be Lili. I know about "Dark Lili" and when I said that Vampire David was disliked I was talking about you...I never really said you were bad...I dont know how something in MY journal, which is something I turn to write my

[yuni329]

Sasha I guess ur right. i dont care anymore either. this is over. i feel happy and freed. thanks. i hope u are happy with ur fake world. i hope u grow up and see things in other ppls perspective. i hope u find peace in ur soul. good luck and take care. =)

Sorry Carlitos

[yuni329]

woops made a boo boo. carlos is good. i love him. ask him why i dont like david.