I don't want to say it, so anyone who sees this, look at katie's LJ. I'm very depressed inside and i've been trying endlessly to do other things to put my mind elsewhere. Eventually it is going to end and i will break down. I'm dreading tomarrow, i don't want it to come. I've came to the point where i don't care...about anything. School is a joke, ( Read more... )

i've came to the conclusion some things i just don't want to talk about here...so i guess i'll just say what i want to say instead of some kind of high in depth of daily life shit...fuck that, lol...ummm, some family stuff is going down, i'm missing more school, more than usual. Uhhhh i played some diablo today and for the life of me cannot find ( Read more... )

Katie finally went home and apparently everyone is acting like nothing happened, which is psuedo-shitty if you ask me buttttttt whatever. Hung out with my dad today and it was kind of cool...boring, we took some pictures and pizza...same old same old i guess. He said he liked the music i played for him...i was just like, yup, lol...that's about it ( Read more... )

one more thing...the song i wrote turns out alot better than when i first thought and could very well be my best song, yyyaaayyy go me, now all i need is a band willing to play it...wish me luck.

Man...i can't wait for this weekend, some crazy shit is gonna go down hopefully(fun crazy shit). Today was moderate...i had fun i suppose. Me and katie fell asleep for a while today and it was nice, i like cuddling with her, it makes me happy. she is supposed to call me in like an hour, yyyaaayyyyy! hmph i've started getting over nic's shit...i ( Read more... )

Today was very lame, very lame was today. LAME LAME LAME. I wrote a really cool song today...that's about it, so i'm out, AHHHHHCCCCKKKKK

It may look like the same day...but no, it isn't. Wow, today was decent i must say, jammed with kyle and had alot of fun, but i don't think i could have a band with him. He is a good guitarist, but he has no idea what he is doing at the same time...he plays, but doesn't really know what he is playing. That makes band things such as writing and ( Read more... )

Considering i have a horrible connection this will probably never make for any kind of release or vent...or journal...HA...Anywho, i figure i can get down all my thoughts on things here and now and share with those of you i feel like showing, MMMK? lets see...it's about 4:30 and i'm feeling a tad uppity and somewhat amused by the whole thing...so, ( Read more... )