my life is boring i work all night go home sleep and do it all over again..change would be nice but with no car and less money all i have is my random shows i enjoy going to..girls are a dime a dozen so whatever...and that is not a problem and never really has been one for me...but a relationship thats the hard part..anyways its been forever since ( Read more... )

ahh the great shows are many this year..as if we havent had enough bad ass shows so far..im excited and going to reggie and nfg thursday..and warped tour is on the 25th of june..well anyways heres a few more to add to the list so now one can say i didnt tell you sooner dammit ( Read more... )

ahh it has been forever since i last updated..alot has happened so be prepared ofr a long ass entry..first my life is hell as of now and it is all my fault i try to convince myself otherwise but i know the reasoning behind everything..every person i lose everything i fuck up..all my fault..yup so with that said..i cant take living with my dad so i ( Read more... )

no rilo makes derrick a sad boy at least i have good friends who didnt go without me..too bad i missed on good conversation with steph at the show..ahhh..the day started off slow no money means no show even though i wanted to go very badly...but i slept very little today and i hung out with sarah for awhile..which was interesting because her ( Read more... )

like i said in the title tomorrow is rilo...i want to go badly indeed but i doubt i will have the money..but i will try...one day to get 12 dollars!..woohhoo im sitting here and my fingernails and still painted pink and glittery stuff..thnaks to dezo and court..they decided to come over at like 1 and bring beer i love my lush like friends...they ( Read more... )

so i work at walmart now..i start soon...7 something an hour...itll do im also gonan work at saltgrass and see which one i like better....sarahs roomates are crazy...yay im handsome...i guess thatll do...i looked ok today i had interviews....my car is still broken and i miss driving it..badly...i want steph not to hate me..even if we never talk ( Read more... )

so i have posted in forever.. since the msi show to be exact. life has been hectic and lazy all at the same time....the thing that makes me the happiest is that me and mart-y are good friends again..turns out i was trying to hang out with stef because he was mad at me..and he hung with my ex for the exact same reason....steph and marty are friends ( Read more... )

last night i went to go see MSI last night with sarah, erica,tera,cindy...the bad thing about it is steph was there.... not that i dont miss her pretty face because i do...abut i got all stupid for awhile..i truly do miss her..and not totally over her yet what is wrong with me?...gay..but marty showed up which cheered me and and then the bands came ( Read more... )

i need sex..but i need it with someone i care about...someone i can wake up to..not another girl i leave or who leaves me early in the morning...i dont wanna wake up and say hey where is....and not remember her name...i miss steph and im an ugly loser who cant find anyone who is half way decent...stupid emo derrick

RILO KILEY WILL BE HERE ON MAY 7TH!!!! im excited thrilled even....its at numbers and tickets are only 12 bucks at the door!!!yes..hottness..gorgeousness even.....i know people will want to go..so no saying hey you didnt post that....ahahah!let me know if you want to go..i will be giving a few a ride if interested ( Read more... )