thinking ..
.. what to do ?

soooo much going through my head right now
 i'm on the verge of breaking down
don't want to take this shit anymore

took a look at myself - while attempting to sleep last night ! I realized that i shouldn't let my whole life revolve around the bad things .. i should try to concentrate more on the happier things - i've been told that so many times, but as many of you know .. i'm SO STUBBORN ! haha ( Read more... )

GREAT WEEKEND <3 .. and it was much needed !

hung out with Crissy Friday and part of Saturday :]  ate all the cheesy bread . and hid the box JUST in time !! watched napoleon dynamite and shark tales :]  went out to shadowlawn & hit up some parties ! hahaha .. jk :] greeeat times :]

Saturday after Crissy left, i went to Molly's house !  on the ( Read more... )

if only dreams could be a reality..   and i could say how i feel -

i need to get it ALL out, but when i open my mouth - nothing happens..  i feel like a freakin balloon ready to explode or something .. not to be lame but . i've never felt so enclosed and quiet in my life! i have NO-ONE  to tell things to and no-oneto talk to.   the people that i ( Read more... )

*kindergarten ( Read more... )

* ahhh - now that i've gotten that last post out .. i'm feelin better ( Read more... )

i wish people saw things the way i do.. they can't set standards for MY LIFE! okay - thanks for caring about what happens to me, but dont get all defensive if i don't agree with something you have to say! tell me your OPINION on what you THINK i should do .. DON'T tell me what to do.. and expect it to work! most of the time you just HEAR ( Read more... )

stolen from meaghan's livejournal ( Read more... )

* thinking about a lot - but i'll be okay ! i'll just put on a happy face, and pretend everything is alright!

- "Sometimes the heart see's what's invisible to the eye." - H. Jackson Brown Jr.