Lost

[codysmith]

I really feel lost. I have no idea what I am doing. I hate my life.. I just want it to go back to the way it used to be. It's getting way too complicated for me. I'm not a complicated person, so it's hard for me to live a complicated life. I can't believe it.. today was my first whole day of being single in a little over 2 years.. and it's just

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[codysmith]

Yeah, it really sucks big time. Well.. I don't think the phone call was fake, I think it was the most honest thing that I've ever said/done. Don't get me wrong, I try to be honest all the time, but it just felt like at that time.. I was being very straight foward, very serious and very honest.