this is the first entry . .

[coeur_de_lion]

the reasons:

• assholes . . i've run into a few. ok, more than a few.
  
• the mindless minions who will compliment anything and anyone . . throwing sincerity right out the window.
  
• picture-whoring communities where users always present the disclaimer "I got bored" and post terrible, grainy, web-cam-a-licious pictures of themselves lacking any sense of

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[3methylxanthine]

I added you awhile back, and determined your LJ was a viewing LJ only.

'tis fine with me, madame.

[coeur_de_lion]

maahvelous! i'm glad you understand. keep "wowing" me with your photos.

xoxo

[coeur_de_lion]

which part do you disagree with? the whole thing? i love a good debate. seriously.

you really like me? do you have a thing for liking people you disagree with? if so, you remind me of someone i know . . ;)

[coeur_de_lion]

you're right, there will always be assholes, but you also don't know the whole long, tragic, drawn out story [it would most likely bore you to tears unless you were there, not being able to grasp the "moment"]. it's fine for assholes to be assholes and have their own asshole-ish opinions, but it started to invade my personal life with a fury, bringing on a tidal wave of negativity that permeated every crack and crease in my foundation.

hard to imagine, and it sounds overly dramatic, but it happened. it all came down to sacrificing something i enjoyed in order to make someone i love a little more comfortable. will it be worth it in the end? we'll see. i could go on and on about sacrifice and my theories on relationships . . anyway, you'll be able to guess the outcome if i reclaim livejournal for my own and seek you out for occasional rants/opinions/thoughts because i dig your style. :)

i miss this. i miss sharing. i don't know how much longer i can hold out . .

[coeur_de_lion]

no no . . YOU da man.

how you been?!

[coeur_de_lion]

yesh :D :)

i feel somewhat . . diminished, being one who thrives on attention . . but it's necessary, i suppose. how did you find me, by the way?

xoxo

[fuckhole]

the mindless minions who will compliment anything and anyone . . throwing sincerity right out the window.
BINGO! I am so fucking tired of "Yer Hawt" that I could go to sleep. Sincerity. Genuine-ness. Its why I am here. Both in LJay and Life. Fuck the thin shit I say.

Say something.
Mean it.
Be the miracle.
Be you're_self.

did I tell you yet that I missed you?

a good friend once told me a joke about a new pirates movie coming out, rated HAR. I wonder if she knew that every time I heard anything about that movie, I thought about her. What she was doing. How she had been. And most of all if she had more bad jokes for me. Do you know?

Most of all, my day was just made better by someone with the heart of a lion.

[coeur_de_lion]

seriously . . the whole sincerity thing just kills me. i mean, beauty is in the eye of the beholder and everything, but COME ON!!!!

this comment makes me soar, by the way. i'm all like, sensitive today or something. must be the full moon last night . . or the date on the calendar.

[fuckhole]

the funny thing about sincerity is it is painfully obvious, the difference, between genuine and fake... I have so many beautiful friends here, but its because what's inside them, not the wrapping on the present. and it takes a while to see that. the insides. it can't be derived from pictures.

i am glad this comment made you feel good. i am certain its mild payback for the joy i got from seeing an old and cherished friend grace my inbox today.

[coeur_de_lion]

what i love is people who post their pictures in those communities and are like "i'm new here, add me if you want, based upon how hott i am." now THAT's a way to build friendships.

and, just stop it!! stop it!!! you're making me all misty-eyed here!!

[inner_i]

i have a new home.

[coeur_de_lion]

damn . . you've been BUSY!

:)