new live journal...loser1on1

i was called a hypochondriac, dont kno what it means then look it up

my parents are making me see like 10 different doctors.. im cared about lol
maybe sum time i should list all of my "things wrong with me list"

Im now going out with Zach, b4 we were just "really" good friends but now we are like "together" awwww so cute lol now all you people ( Read more... )

SOHHHH I GO)T AWESOME TODAY!!!!!! haha FINALLY AFTEWR 3 WEEKS!!!!!! ohh so happy... TON3RS OF TH3 CORN!!!!!!! YEA lol i puked in the cornfield tooo that was not good but I HAD FUN AFTER THAT..... "melena you so funny heheheheh" but i fptnt remember what waz funny anymore lol


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omfg! what is wrong with me?!?! why do i suddenly feel like crying, and i cant tell if they are happy tears or sad ones.... why! ohhh i want to be in love I want to be in love with Zach bbut im not "in love" with him and its so hard and hurts so bad because i want to be in love with him i mean sure i love him but why cant it be more? ohhhhh and why ( Read more... )

give me chocolate and roses
hold me in your arms and never let go

Yea.....

good night and may angels watch over you as you dream your life away

soooo had to go to that fucking counsler again.. how fun... Zach wants to come aee me.. awwww such a cute stoner boy lol yea well im in pain and yea PAIN!!!!!!!

me and my mom spent the afternoon looking up STDs lol how fun is that lol

-melena

goddamn raging teenage hormones!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU JESSIKA!!!!!

In Holland...how fun....yea i kno....want to leave...go home.....partys tomorrow...im missing it....how sad....watched Moulin Rouge tonight...I love that movie...now in one of those moods...yea....goodnight

Lay my head down into the sweetest slumber...
Such beauty only heard of in fairy tales

//I love you//

_-_-Melena-_-_

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sooooooo hmmmm ZACHS A STONER... a cute stoner lol me and Jess had fun in science secretly texting him, teachers are so stupid

sooo bored my "supervizer" is here RACHEAL!!!!!!! oh yea the "nanny" and the OC is back to night so we are gonna watch that... well yesterdays *awesomeness* never happened grrr more than two weeks... im in PAIN!

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