i had a really good night tonight. i went to a bar that i hadn't been to in a long time. i hung out with a friend that i hadn't hung out with in a long time. i saw people that i hadn't seen in a long time. at that point where drukeness turns into depression, well, there was none tonight. i havn't felt this happy in a long time. i miss this feeling ( Read more... )

i feel alone. i feel like none of my friends know where i'm really coming from. they can empathize with me, and they do, but they don't really know. there are so many time when all i wan t is to be back with him. it's safe. i know whats going to happen. it won't hurt nearly as much as, well, i don't know what. that's the thing though. i don't know ( Read more... )

so here goes nothin. . . POST. . . OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Spell Check!!!!!!!