Leave pt.1
Title: Leave
Description: A short fic from sians P.O.V about fridays events.
Rating: 12
I would like to mention Chelse5599, Mayhemzy and Ceyaro as they are amazing fic writers and an inspiration to my writing, so thanks, and may i say all writers on here have some amazing talent.....
Leave, she told me to leave, usually she's begging me to stay. I mean i didn't exactly deny my feelings for Chloe, but i actually really, truly am not into her in that way. I don't know why i didn't just spell it out. I think part of me wanted to see how she would react, to see if my Sophie was still there and whether she would fight for my love but instead she told me to leave and i don't know about anyone else but to me that is not fighting for the woman you love. It's like she ahs totally given up on everything, one me. Maybe i'm being selfish? But i know one day she will leave me so i can not give everything to her. I refuse to, i have done this for years yes it has kept people out but it is my safety net but when im with Soph my barrier is down and i feel like im treading water in the deepest ocean and i can drown any second.
The first time we were together intimately, she kept asking me if i was ok, even though she had just broke her vow and i was her first. But that is so like her, putting people before herself typical Sophie. My Sophie. I told her i was fine but the truth was i wasnt fine, i was ecstatic. I mean i had hust made the hottest girl in the world scream MY name so who wouldn't be happy.? But yet again she had managed to peel back yet another layer of the bubble i had built around myself.
So i pushed her away a bit hoping to regain some control over myself, but she thought that she had pushed me into it. But she wasn't really! the amount of times in a day when it was a struggle to keep my hands off of her was way too many to count. But when all the problems started it just reminded me that we have to learn to survive on our own. See we inherite these traits from our parents, no wonder my dads alone!
She was right i left her and when i got back i went on about how amazing my holiday was, but the truth was i spent 85 percent of it in the hotel room wanting her, thinking about her and what she would be doing at that very moment, without me. When i was away i was dying inside.
So i didn't deny my feelings for chloe but they seriously are non existent. I mean why would i want anyione else when i have such a hot and amazing girlfriend. She is the best thing that happened to me, she is my world. I told her that she would regret telling me to leave. But it made me think. Has she learned how to survive without me.
End of part 1
I have another couple of parts to this fic but i just wanted to know what people thought before i continued. This is my first fic on here btw so please be gentle as my tender heart may not be able to take too much harsh criticism.....
Description: A short fic from sians P.O.V about fridays events.
Rating: 12
I would like to mention Chelse5599, Mayhemzy and Ceyaro as they are amazing fic writers and an inspiration to my writing, so thanks, and may i say all writers on here have some amazing talent.....
Leave, she told me to leave, usually she's begging me to stay. I mean i didn't exactly deny my feelings for Chloe, but i actually really, truly am not into her in that way. I don't know why i didn't just spell it out. I think part of me wanted to see how she would react, to see if my Sophie was still there and whether she would fight for my love but instead she told me to leave and i don't know about anyone else but to me that is not fighting for the woman you love. It's like she ahs totally given up on everything, one me. Maybe i'm being selfish? But i know one day she will leave me so i can not give everything to her. I refuse to, i have done this for years yes it has kept people out but it is my safety net but when im with Soph my barrier is down and i feel like im treading water in the deepest ocean and i can drown any second.
The first time we were together intimately, she kept asking me if i was ok, even though she had just broke her vow and i was her first. But that is so like her, putting people before herself typical Sophie. My Sophie. I told her i was fine but the truth was i wasnt fine, i was ecstatic. I mean i had hust made the hottest girl in the world scream MY name so who wouldn't be happy.? But yet again she had managed to peel back yet another layer of the bubble i had built around myself.
So i pushed her away a bit hoping to regain some control over myself, but she thought that she had pushed me into it. But she wasn't really! the amount of times in a day when it was a struggle to keep my hands off of her was way too many to count. But when all the problems started it just reminded me that we have to learn to survive on our own. See we inherite these traits from our parents, no wonder my dads alone!
She was right i left her and when i got back i went on about how amazing my holiday was, but the truth was i spent 85 percent of it in the hotel room wanting her, thinking about her and what she would be doing at that very moment, without me. When i was away i was dying inside.
So i didn't deny my feelings for chloe but they seriously are non existent. I mean why would i want anyione else when i have such a hot and amazing girlfriend. She is the best thing that happened to me, she is my world. I told her that she would regret telling me to leave. But it made me think. Has she learned how to survive without me.
End of part 1
I have another couple of parts to this fic but i just wanted to know what people thought before i continued. This is my first fic on here btw so please be gentle as my tender heart may not be able to take too much harsh criticism.....