~ nothing more than a line in your book.

[coggie]

I realise my post are pretty much always negetive and depressing but its starting to be how i feel, like, just generally not good.
im a fuck up.

i just am, like lets be honest here, i need drugs to make me feel complete and content. i destroy everything that ever makes me feel whole.
i push myself to stupid limits that i know will break me. and

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[negitive_copy]

i wouldnt say your a fuck up
id say your human
i do similar things the drugs make me wholeor at least i think they do... i think beign thin will make everything better, although i know nothing will ever be thin enough.
enough about me though, just so you know your not totally alone.

And your right, you stick with whats familiar, people get used to certain things, for example a *rut* taking drugs or whatever, its what you know, its safe, etc, and change is scary, change could change you, in ways you wont like or in ways you could, not knowing is scary.
doesnt make you a fuck up though, honestly.

im not toally sure what else to say
if you ever wanna talk im here

if your out tomorrow let me know, failing that il see you out
love thee
x