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Dear Friend #1
Dear friend,
You're always the first to say hi... but did you know that you're also the first to say bye ? I'm clumsy at beginnings.... and even more afraid of the end. I wonder if you know this: I run away so I wouldn't have to look at our growing distance. I wonder if you know. -
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"When you're at the bottom, there's nowhere else to go except up." I remember hearing someone said that during a drama I recently saw. I thought it was extremely cheesy at the moment. But somehow, today, when I'm struggling with getting back up, that quote kept repeating in my mind over and over again. I suppose I'm not really at the bottom, but it ( Read more... ) -
[one-shot] Crying While Laughing
“What happened to us?”
It was a question that neither of them could answer. He often blamed her for not returning the phone calls. But she wondered why he never has time to come over anymore. She heard the messages he left, but didn't have enough courage to press redial. Maybe then he'll come over, she hoped. But he did. He walked by her house ( Read more... ) -
TOP 10 Most Played Song on Ipod - January 2009
1. Forever Love - DBSK
2. Like A Man (Namja Dabke) - Fly to the Sky
3. The Killer (Sha Shou) - JJ Lin
4. Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara - DBSK
5. Hello Again - DBSK
6. Metamorphosis - JJ Lin
7. One - Epik High
8. 1 Minute 1 Second - Epik High
9. Cao Cao - JJ Lin
10. Lær Meg Å Kjenne - Sissel Kyrkjebo - Hong Gil Dong's OST
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"There was an ant. That ant lived very diligently working to become the world's best ant. But one day, he realized that he was afterall, just an ant - if someone's foot were to come down on him, he could die for no reason at all. Knowing that this ordinary life could disappear at any moment, a day that's not special at all suddenly feels precious ( Read more... ) -
A Forgotten Poem
I had forgotten that I wrote this poem quite a long time ago until I was searching around my writing folder.. How ironic. This piece was inspired by Nishikido Ryo's blog entry on January 31, 2008. Ryo can be quite sarcastic but when he's being thoughtful, he makes me cry.
Yesterday I forgot my homework,
Today I forgot my hat at the library,
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Overview of 2008
Wow... Another year gone by. I can't believe 2008 is already over.. It'll take me some time to get use to writing "2009". Though this year seemed to have flashed by, it was a crucial year for changes and improvements. Unlike the other years, I can proudly say that I've grew up a bit.
Events of 2008
January 13 - Back to Hawaii for 2nd semester. The ( Read more... ) -
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It's the coffee's effect, I blame. Take away the headache, and the shaking hands, I just figured that coffee makes me depressed. Like seriously depressed. Coffee (as in Starbuck's White Chocolate Mocha or Caramel Frappucino) = classical/instrumental music + crying = depression ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I ask questions that I already have answers for. And sometimes I deliberately ignore the answers... because I simply cannot understand them. I keep asking what is the reason for living. I had a talk with mom about life the other day ( Read more... ) -
On DBSK's Fame in Japan.
It's one in a while that the Muse of Writing pays me a visit and I must grab the opportunity to express what I feel before the inspiration dries up ( Read more... )