why is it that i cannot have my cake and eat it too? why is it assumed that i cannot? what, pray tell, is stopping me?? this statement pisses me off every time i hear it. every time.

i can have my fucking cake and eat it too. watch me.

you can't always get what you want.
you can't always get what you want.
you can't always get what you want.

but if you try sometimes you might find,
you get what you need <3 ( Read more... )

i finally get it. i would want it tattooed too, just so i never forgot what i felt like to be nothing.

i wish i had words for the emotions i'm always feeling ( Read more... )

things that i need.

- my computer fixed (fucking $1200)
- a couch and tv (thrift store bargin)
- friends that live closer lol (no one ever wants to make the effort)
- a fucking car (longest goal but its the one thing i want right fucking now)

cruise stuff and photos soon. just needed to remind myself of my new goals.

too much to drink. too much to eat. damn you cinco de mayo carnival conquest fiesta. need mucho water. hangover's already setting in and i'm still kinda p[retty dbvisioned. s'better when i'm up close on the screen, like now. guess i'll stay here. jamaica in the morning. dolphin swim and dunn river falls and searching for ganja. i'm almost out ): ( Read more... )

the max
dallas, tx
4/16/09

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i had a lot to say but it's all disappeared from my head. oh well.
i do know three things.

sonny will be grooving all up in my face in two days.
i should probably look around for new employment. chili's be trippin'
youthanize is the shit. (would have gotten it myself but we made a trip somewhere else earlier lol)

mason keeps talking about packing up and going to cali. it all sounds good and all but. idk. he's very convincing when he wants to be lol not much left for me in texas anyway. scenery change would be way nice but i think i'd miss the southern hospitality above all hahaha ( Read more... )

some people shouldn't be allowed to be stoners. it just shouldn't be allowed.