apple - 60
apple sauce - 40
kiwi - 30
apple sauce - 80
pineapple - 120
baby bok choy - 25
apple - 50
stewed tomatoes - 45
butternut squash -  200?

650

"turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you the more i die"
explains how i felt about craig the best and comforts me as to why i left him.

Wow I just found something I wrote about five years ago.  This was before my eating disorder got out of control.. I was still relatively *normal* at this time.. compaired to now at least.  But this is where it also started to get worse.  Keep in mind I was 14 so it might sound kind of childish.

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 Holy fuck I am losing slow.  I hate it.

apple - 60
steamed broccoli and cauliflower - 30
kiwi - 30
apple - 60
grapes - 55
apple - 60
red beans - 200
kale - 60
red beans - 120
mini potatos - 80
baked butternut squash - 120

875

 black beans - 180
mixed beans - 590
grapes - 35
banana - 110
fruit and veggies plate at the mall - 100 est.
small sweet potato - 100
baked kale - 70
small apple - 50

1235

 I want to go on a shopping spree at Victoria's Secret.
I wiiish.

 mango - 130
black beans - 190
pineapple - 120
black beans - 190
kiwi - 25
peas - 50
sweet potato - 110
baked kale - 80
apple - 60
mixed beans - 290

1255

 one month of bikaram hot yoga
mac gift cards
delicious night dkny perfume

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bread - 120
egg white - 10
vanilla extract - 5
sugar free syrup - 20
double tall skinny caramel latte - 95
vanilla yogurt - 50
raisons - 80
couple bites of soup - 30
hot air popcorn and white cheddar powder - 125
yogurt - 170

705