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a letter
I don't know if you read this. I can kinda hope you might ( Read more... ) -
Its not all bad.
I've figured its not all bad ( Read more... ) -
I'd forgotten about this...
Last time I blogged here, it was about you ( Read more... ) -
All I want for xmas is a hug
its tough, Holidays suck, and I've been pretty bad. I did something thats not right. I betrayed a Friend. something i knew better then to do. Split Loyalties... Whats Right and whats Good... I acted with out thinking all the consequesnces through, and it hurt people. Should I regret it? I'll only live once, and I shouldnt live with regret. instead ( Read more... ) -
Stressed
I'll be damned if i'm not stressed to hell and back.... i took some kinda online stress test and the score was 303... anything 300+ is bad news... but I figured it well. moving might get rid of some of this stress, but add some of its own. if anyone knows some Stress reduction ideas that will help tell me. -
Time Crawls when your waiting for stuff.
Boy, Time like to Drag its nuts when your waiting for shit, i made a promise to my family i'd stay here til X-mas, honestly its another day to me, has been for a long time.... but a Promise is a promise, I do my best to never to break one. its just there are some many things i want to get over with, and people i want to see. plus i've been drinking ( Read more... ) -
Moving and things
Well good news. it lokms to be a 100% go for me moving back to Fla. Hurricanes and Avian Flu be damned I'll be back home soon ( Read more... ) -
moving i think
I hate it here. this place isnt where i want to be... so should i do something Rash and leave before the end of the year? i could call up my old job in fla and see if they are doing some hiering. and convince David and troy to let me stay with them for a while... My uncle would call this having a vision problem... I cant see my self staying here ( Read more... ) -
Sooo Cold......
fuck it's cold.
and damn i cuss to much, but i', working on calming it down.
Yesterday was my Last G/F's B-day and i didnt even remember it until this morning when my grandma mentioned it... my grandparents really like/d her... i guess i did to, but that changed.
I think i'm falling for someone new, not brandnew i've kinda known her for sometime, ( Read more... )
