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[cold__toast]

to all the people i used to talk to, tried to be friends with, or let down:

i realized something just a few minutes ago.
something that i never really knew the answer to.
i now know why i act a certain way to everyone.
how i am fucked up with friends and relationships and how i do things without realizing them.
that i never open up to anyone,
or trust

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[shhhhutmeup]

emily i always knew this about you; knew this was why you are the way you are. thats why i would still always talk to you and make you walk home with us. i sympathised with you because i went through similar stuff- not to the same extent as you but i understood. i know that you feel like youve lost a major part of your life but you have to stop dwelling on the past and look at the opportunities that lay ahead for you. now you can do the things that you want to do. now you can see more friends. now you are going to college and have the opportunity to lead a happier life. its hard to stop dwelling on past losses but you have to if you ever want to be happy. i love emmydoo and want her to be happy :)

[cold__toast]

thank you amanda.
i appreciate this.
you're wonderful.

edit* three people that do care.