Why did I pick the snowiest weekend to go back to MN? It was interesting to say the least. As soon as I got off the plane I decided that I could not live there...and then I got my bags and started going to Mankato and I decided that I could not live there...and then I started hanging out with my friends and I thought "well...maybe I CAN live here ( Read more... )

It has been interesting being home again...Minnesota will always be "home" for those who do not really know me. I do not know if I can actually ever move back here or not however. I've had an amazing time since here, going out and hanging with friends which is something that doesn't happen that often in Colorado...however there is still that ( Read more... )

"I've had a bit too much to think tonight."- Atmosphere I believe. Makes perfect sense right now. More than having too much to think...I've had too much TIME to think. I have come to the conclusion that I will be ok alone. I will miss Kristy, but this is for me. Will it get better? I don't know, nor is it something I really care about right ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin. Everyone says it's easiest to begin in the beginning, but where do I start? I don't really know where the beginning is, nor do I know at what stage I am at right now. Could it be possible that I am only in the middle? Hopefully that is not the case as I don't feel like going through just as much as I have ( Read more... )

Dear Kristy ( Read more... )

It's odd when people split apart but do not end. Kristy is leaving in a week, or should I say that I am leaving in a week and when I return she won't be here. We have agreed to stay in the relationship and work on issues from a long distance. I don't know how either of us are going to feel about that in say 2 months...perhaps sooner. It will be ( Read more... )

Ok so I failed to update yesterday...crap. Anyway I was busy. I decided that since Kristy and I are working on things that I would try and be romantic and conform to the whole buying flowers for V-day thing. So I went downtown to my favorite little florist ladies, 16th street mall across from the HT, and picked out some lilies. Holy crap they ( Read more... )

VEGAN PECAN PIE!!!! I have no idea how it will turn out but I am making 2 of them!!! Yeah if they suck I am stuck eating 2 pecan pies...but if they rule I shall have 2 VEGAN PECAN PIES!!! Oh my I am really dizzy.....

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so confused...don't really know what to say. feeling a bit sick, but in a nervous way...I have love...but am I going to let it ( her ) go?

So I decided that there are snakes living in my muscles and they are all constricting upon themselves...I need a massage...however I refuse to pay a stranger to touch me...seems a bit like prostitution, perhaps another bath would help. Oh yeah, so not only does work consume my every waking moment...but last night it invaded my dreams. Actually my ( Read more... )