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This is my last entry. Since today im finished. This was the hardest year for me, and i got through it. THANK GOD. I might make a new lj for my new life outside of millikan. well...

my last words:

No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever.
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We laughed until we had to cry.
We gave love, right down to our last goodbye.
We were the best we thought we'd ever be

Just you and me, just for a moment.....

We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry.

( No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever. )

Pause right here... and dont end my world.

Despite the pain I maintain my position

Today I begin to understand what love must be, if it exists. When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence.

( Your breathing my air )

Person: Shelby, I know you. And I know that you always have to help everyone. And i know that you'll never admitt it but....you need help this time. You cant do it alone.

Shelby: I'll be ok.

Person: I want to help you.

Shelby: Theres only one person who can help me honestly. And hes gone. Im not ok. But...I'll be ok.

( One more time and back again )

I miss my old self.

I really dont like who i turned out to be.


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Im slowly losing touch with what is left in me. I cry when no ones looking. Im not one to break down. I've crawled home from worse than this.

Everything turned out wrong...now I've got to carry on.

( These scars I tell myself ARE LEARNED )

A bell is not a bell
until someone rings it,
a song is not a song
until someone sings it.

Love wasn't put
in the heart to stay,
for love isn't love
'til you give it away.

( Want. Take. Have. )

I had the worst day on friday....But then it got better....cause i went to Universal  with some of my friends! It was a lot of fun!


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