I look at what i write and look at what my book says (the one i'm reading and no its not self help) and i realize that its very very similar, thats almost depressing though ( Read more... )

It went from being the shittiest day ever tohe i'moving this. its so great. ....so yesterday sucked i kept fighting with the units and mike never called....sleep ws a negative and schol was bing a pain in the ass....then i finished my community service when i was supposed to be in 5th had a square brek with gabriel and mike called (yay). he is down ( Read more... )

"As she sighs to herself again ( Read more... )

Ok, so once again i decided to neglect livejournal and live my life instead, little did i know i actually had alot to write and vent so i guess its about time. Monday night sucked that was the most stressful day ever....no maybe tuesday morning was more stressful either way it wasnt what i would classify as amusing or fun in any way shape or form ( Read more... )

Man i gotta figure out how to fix everything...and how to come up with more $$ for christmas presents...and i wish i knew what to get Jon for christmas...this is difficult.....damnit this meens i have to shop tomorrow, and i have the lucia thing tonight, maybe mike and mike can pick me up from sunset afterwards and then we can go out to the Hump ( Read more... )

ok then.... so its not very often i ask for advice its just...i cant seem to come to a conclusion by myself, and i doubt it really matters what you say because i might go the opposite way anyway...its just i have never been so confused ( Read more... )

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I swear to fucking god, I'm so angry and pissed off I just want to smash someone's face in with my boot, just jear their fucking face crunching....god fuck fuck! I dont know what made me so angry I guess cause I realize a few things, one Mike is working every day until he goes away for thanksgiving weekend, woo fucking hoo wich meens he wont be ( Read more... )

Once in a house on a hill ( Read more... )

its kinda creepy i have had no free time thus there has been no update in a long time,, wich really is a shame since so many wonderful things have happened, i think i have just given up and stopped going to school and i just spend my days with mike, its great...anyway...beside the point entirely...i guess thats what yhappens today also, me and kim ( Read more... )