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“The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.” - Marcel PagnolAnd I think the common problem we have is that we find it harder to be happy than sad. Even me, even everyone else. Are the happy things in life too ( Read more... ) -
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Thank you all who've meant well and cheered me on in my previous entry here. She's now out of emergency and have been warded in another observation ward. And later today we're going to have a huge family gathering lunch with high-tea and she's not able to attend. And because of all of these worries I think I'm going to break my promise again ( Read more... ) -
School fugs the ass outta you
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A feeling you cannot call it right
In my pjs, lying on the bed watching my lungs expand and contract.
Lifeless, voices ringing constantly in my head.
Every nerve in my body felt triggered, then feeling the valve of my heart opening and closing.
My fingers pressing against my pelvis, twisted.
These thoughts return, they always return.This phrase "What was once old is new again" is ( Read more... ) -
There are things in life which we'll never understand.
I remembered vaguely previous nights we were
Only walking together on the streets knowing
Each other by name and more friends strolled
Along so we talked about our lives and
Laughed but it was that night that
You were so special because we sat at
The bus stop together waiting for a cab to
Find my mum back again.
I love you Yat.
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Rant Pt. 4
She sat emotionlessly dead and curled up in a corner of the room with her trembling fingers and lips. She didn't like the idea of losing a few people that were once a part of her life. Her agonizing past was a final wake up call but she found it hard to move on, just like everybody else. She bit on what seemed like her lips, only harder as the ( Read more... ) -
There was no pain, there was no pain anymore
It makes the woman out of me
Sucks me dry from this skin to these eyes
I need to make rules
A scientific study of life
Of my life.There was a huge thunderstorm 5am this morning that took me away from my sleep and I stayed awake in bed since. Those flashes of lightning I saw in bed lit my room in the same sync, I thought about "What ifs" if I were ( Read more... ) -
I want to get my hands on KF Panda DVD badly...
I dreamt through my journey home
The vast oceans and lands and grassy meadows
I laid quiet and my breathing sounded deep
His presence lingered in my sleep
Buttoned mushroom fields forever
(Think my favourite picture of the day)
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