I just took a goddamn nap in the bathtub, why because I need to go to work at the fucking store today, so I figure why sleep, I said to myself "Chris, you have to be there at seven thirty, so why go to sleep." Fine I watched the X-files, the X-Files is a good show, but then I got tired, so again I said to myself, "Chris, if you go lay down in bed ( Read more... )

Fuck life. I need to kill myself. I am sick of all this shit. Christ on a Jesus ass ball. I can't even put my anger, depression and hate into words.

Shit! It has been a long while, and life has been a crazy tailspin of insanity. Packing sucks ass, painting sucks ass, cleaning sucks ass, fuck it moving sucks ass all together. Not to mention working with immigrates blows, and before you start in with your ‘oh he is so racist, blah, blah fuck,’ try standing in a room for eight hours with a ( Read more... )

(Let's try to keep the bullshit out of my journal and in the bowl this time, thanks ( Read more... )

All right fuck this all, when I post a thing about a BBQ I get a shit load of comments about Jeremy and Nikki something I don’t give a good goddamn about, but when I post about the hurt and heartbreak of the death of mother I get a few “I’m so sorrys,” no you weren’t sorry, the only person on LJ I can safely say showed any actual care for my well ( Read more... )

Whoo the weekend is done. Friday was all about getting ready for Saturday, and Sunday was about recovering from Saturday. There was like fifteen people here Saturday for my BBQ, we ate, we drank, we just had a good fucking time. Everyone really enjoyed themselves. We started cooking around six and we finished up by one or so, there’s not really ( Read more... )

I’m alive and tired, and my head hurts, but it always hurts anymore. I think I’m dying, my book is coming along nicely, but not smoothly, I hate working through all the bumps in the road. I really hope it will all be worth it in the end, but things are rarely worth anything. I need a job sort of, I don’t really want one, but it would be nice to ( Read more... )

Chicago was fun, there were many a things to do there, we saw four different museums, and ate at some great restaurants. The food in that city is a million times better than anything around here. We walked all over, and so Sue the most complete Dinosaur skeleton in the world. And my Aunt’s apartment was amazing, she lives on the 34th floor, and ( Read more... )

Netflix refuses to leave me alone about rejoining their awesomely great site; I may have to rejoin just to shut them up. Also I have no bathroom and no girlfriend, Mirian ran away to a place with a working toilet and shower while I’ve been sticking it out with WaWa and a garden hose, how delightfully white trash. There was a leak in the bathroom ( Read more... )

I’ve decided to take the summer off from doing anything except writing, I’m working on a new project which is moving along quite nicely, the script is nearly finished but an artist still needs to be found. Other then that things are the same; I’m leaving for Chicago in a week to visit my aunt which should be a nice escape from here. Anyway I’m ( Read more... )