i just want to be a janitor. i just want a mediocre job, and i want a mediocre life. i dont want any downs, and i dont want any ups.

looking for a job...

..im jealous

'not to be' is the answer to your question

i dreamt i was a cossack, and i was galloping straight towards you ( Read more... )

it all i think about. i keep beating my thoughts over myself hoping that ill hit the pinata and some goodies will fall out. i feel flat like the soda next to the fridge. i dont want a casket when i die. i just want to be dumped in the ground somewhere odd and left without a marker. i dont want to mean anything to anyone, so i can have my fun. im ( Read more... )

i balked at the first question he asked me. i suppose i got lost in studying what kind of man he was. from his outside appearence, he was lackluster at best. he had a smile that was unkind. his lips curved with regretful effort, and the wrinkles in his eyes sighed like a woman in a hot kitchen. i could feel myself aging when our eyes would lock ( Read more... )

what if the stars went through withdrawl ( Read more... )

im a machine. im a machine gun, im a sewing machine ( Read more... )

hey. hey idiot. whatre you doin? ...except im usually yelling that at myself in the mirror