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[colds_overcoats]

I applied for Johnson & Wales yesterday afternoon, i hope i hope i hope! i feel this place would be so fucking perfect for me! i desperately need change, more than anything. It seems like after me and brent decided to end things everything has changed. i feel so different about myself, the people that surround me, and my life decisions. my life is

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[cheaface]

even though i will miss you, i hope you get in too! change is always exciting, like starting a new chapter in your storybook or life..or whatever the difference there is i can't figure out but yaknow?!!!
i am jealous of your ambition and fearlessness!!!
like "the future is empty and full of unknowns and i'm really excited." same with me and it scares the living shiiiaat out of me. i wish i had more enthusiasm about it. but it's true, there's so many possibilities, we shouldn't ever have anything to fear, BUT FUCKIN FEAR ITSELF. oioooh yeah i'm baller.

[colds_overcoats]

i'm really excited! i just hope i can make friends fast and stuff, its a really strange feeling knowing i won't know anyone there if i go. i mean Mary said she might be going to unc Charlotte but who knows. so its just me, and me to count on. i've always had people i mean Layla's been there whenever i needed someone. and i can't believe i've lived in Raleigh for like 16 years!! you have to be excited about the unknown because really EVERYTHING is unknown, we all really know nothing which is scary but also puts everyone on the same level. i hope i get innnn! you have to visit meee !