HELP

[coldxandxdead]

Help please someone give me the strenght to leave her everyday she lies about everything ive been alone at night for the past 2 nights because she promised to stay over i got rid of my mom then she tells me she lied im so miserable so sad nothing helps i scare myself i told her this is the alsst chance change stop your lies she didnt please please please please please please someone give me something to smile about someone give me anything to cheer me up even for a second please please please i cant be happy at all this is so repetative someone talk to her tell her im miserable i havent cut either but thats cause its not good enough i crave more and im scaring myself!!!!!!!! and i continue to trust her everytime she says it ive been crushed 1000000 times by this HELP
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